i found the kind of feeling in ranie's hse that i kant find in mine.. o.o

sheesh. anyway..
i still dont get how lil kids dont ever get dizzy. SHEESH!


xD


it suddenly occured to me that i want a big brother. haha. O.O one that is prolly 10 years older dan me. LMAO. it wld feel so gud i gues. cos brothers are supposed to be protective of their sisters? HMMM. i feel so random. LOL

i dislike, i detest, i just dont like NCC TRAINING ANYMORE.
it may have been a fad to like ur cca, but i just dont like it anymore. its boring, and we get tortured. who wants to give up their time to be tortured? sheesh. -.-

i might say i could lead. but for smth that i dont take pride in, with no passion for.. lead what?

if you gave me a project, lets say.. threethirteen chalet. i'd take pride and do it with all my heart.

but if you gave me ncc, and told me to do it BY FORCE and not voluntarily, (yes we are forced to VOLUNTEER -.-) who would take pride? who would actually do it willingly, and thus put their heart in it?

argh whatever la. later the seniors read this and tekan me or smth. whatever.