tday sucked.

mainly bcos of the seating arrangment, and the fact that i din fucking get to finish my bigshitasspile of homework.

argghhhh.

there is, in fact, a lot and a lot and a lot of hmwrk.
ranie just had to remind me.

i feel like throwing everything away.

i feel so.. tired. i dont want to study. i dont want homework. i dont want to do anything.
i oly want to do something i want, i like.

but do i even have the time ?!

kurry went mad tday. absolutely mad. she went absolutely insane. she started screaming and yelling abt how mean and un-human we are. the fact of humanity, it doesn't exist. what it is, is probably a thin line between sympathy and being nice. aye. i dont know what im talking and ranting abt. -.-

but what rlly angered me was the line that she said, " when you get baq ur o lvl results nd fail, i'll stand there, laugh at you and clap."

eh? what does she rlly think she is? is she our only pillar of hope to ace our english? i dont think so.

does she rlly rlly think that without her, we'd flunk? aye, i'd give her the respect that she's been awfully nice to us (compared to other classes) but being arrogant and all? nawh. boo her.

hai.. perhaps the main pt of what rlly screwed my mood, is that i dont like being arnd huge grps of pple i dont know. ahhhhhhhhhh. i rlly rlly kant stand it. i dnt know why either. not finishing my hmwrk. zz

tmr we have IMT! and i havent done my uniform yet. great.
i rlly hate the fact that when i come home, i realise that i have more shit to finish up than out there. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

do you even know how she feels?
isn't she there, waiting for you
waiting for you to come back to her
but wht u've been doing is killing her
taking a stab at her everytime she knows

why did you even say so when you didn't
now she's in pain, despair, and (she's) miserable
you've caused her the pain, you say
"why didn't you say so, "

nd she tells you, " goodbye. "