Tuesday, February 19, 2008
IM DAMN SAD TDAY.
on the other hand, the BF (HAHA GUESS WHO) spent half the day with me because THE STUPID 1SB3 PANGSEH-ED ME LAST MINUTE OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. WENT TO nydc with him, then his class came. :O th chem teacher treated us :D
THEN WE WENT TO PAKTOR (HAHAHAHAH at pet lover's centre, OMG) and bitched hell lot. OH MANZZZZZZZZZZZ. then we walked bak to buona veesta and then HE HAD NOTHING TO DO SO HE CAME MY HOUSE. OMGZZ HE GOT AN ANGPOWZZZZ. then my parents were like "YOUR BOYFRIEND AH" and i almost died laughing. HAHAHAHAHA
oh the funniest shit is that "EH, YOU NOW WHITER THAN BEFORE ALR, I THOT YOU WERE BLACK BLACK ONE" (i bet everyone knows who it is now! HEHEHEHE)
we talked a lot of shitzzzzzzzzzzzzzz then he went home. im going out soon, you'd be like OMGWTFBBQ WHY ARE YOU GOING OUT YOU HAVE SCH TMR OMGOMGOMG GASPGASP but NOOOO im going to the airport later, i'm leaving singapore for good. i can't stand it that my friends are ignoring my existance, i can't take it anymore. this world hates me. being lonely, sad, alone and neglected has always hurt me badly inside. my heart aches whenever i see people walking in groups while i walk silently alone. how can this happen to me? i've tried so hard to fit in, really, i've tried, but sometimes trying hard hurts even worse. stab me hard, stab me in the heart, it says. one's alone and three's a crowd, i'll be the one that pulls out.. you could never understand how i feel, you'll never understand what it's like to walk alone. how can people so menancingly hurt each other on purpose? this malicious world, these vile thoughts, i can't take all of this anymore. shit this world, screw all those friendships. i know i don't mean a thing to all of you. you've left me with no road but to leave and start anew. welcome to my life.
MY SISTER IS COMING BACK TO SG FROM PHILIPPINES! woohoohooo!
i need an mc tmr, dammit. and then i remember this joke
you need a mc?
you've got me!
(M)urphy (C)hua.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA
omg, my sense of humour is perfectly flawed these days
anyway, i miss my compootah like omg omg omg omg ):
me miss compootah babyzzzz darlingzzz muackzzmuackzzzzzz
AND I REALISE THAT JESSICA AND TIFFANY ARE BOTH GONE
DAMMIT ):
TIFFANY YOU BETTER COME BACK OKAY OKAY ): ): ): ):
sighz, me hatez school.
me don't know what course to take,
me is considering
1) PCM L
2) PCML (H2s)
3) CME L
4) CMEL (H2s)
5) CML P
6) PCM KI
7) CML KI
): ): ): ):
OMG im sucha dumb girl to continue LIT when i have no foundation, i know, but WHO GIVES A SHIATE :D im not that dumb to continue history it'll be like suicide! O:
and honestly i'm rlly sad that some of my friends have left. ):
all the best to ACJC appealing people! really. haha.
(PRAYS REALLY HARD THAT MY OG WILL HAVE NICE NEW PEOPLE)
(PRAYS DOUBLY HARD THAT YIFANG KAIQIN TIFFANY SUNGYEH RUTIAN WILL COME BACK IN)
byez im off to suicide
OH I FORGOT
SEOW JIE MIN JEMIMAH/ WEI YANLING/ CHUA SOMETHING SOMETHING JEREMY
CONTACT ME SOON, (L) :D
on the other hand, the BF (HAHA GUESS WHO) spent half the day with me because THE STUPID 1SB3 PANGSEH-ED ME LAST MINUTE OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. WENT TO nydc with him, then his class came. :O th chem teacher treated us :D
THEN WE WENT TO PAKTOR (HAHAHAHAH at pet lover's centre, OMG) and bitched hell lot. OH MANZZZZZZZZZZZ. then we walked bak to buona veesta and then HE HAD NOTHING TO DO SO HE CAME MY HOUSE. OMGZZ HE GOT AN ANGPOWZZZZ. then my parents were like "YOUR BOYFRIEND AH" and i almost died laughing. HAHAHAHAHA
oh the funniest shit is that "EH, YOU NOW WHITER THAN BEFORE ALR, I THOT YOU WERE BLACK BLACK ONE" (i bet everyone knows who it is now! HEHEHEHE)
we talked a lot of shitzzzzzzzzzzzzzz then he went home. im going out soon, you'd be like OMGWTFBBQ WHY ARE YOU GOING OUT YOU HAVE SCH TMR OMGOMGOMG GASPGASP but NOOOO im going to the airport later, i'm leaving singapore for good. i can't stand it that my friends are ignoring my existance, i can't take it anymore. this world hates me. being lonely, sad, alone and neglected has always hurt me badly inside. my heart aches whenever i see people walking in groups while i walk silently alone. how can this happen to me? i've tried so hard to fit in, really, i've tried, but sometimes trying hard hurts even worse. stab me hard, stab me in the heart, it says. one's alone and three's a crowd, i'll be the one that pulls out.. you could never understand how i feel, you'll never understand what it's like to walk alone. how can people so menancingly hurt each other on purpose? this malicious world, these vile thoughts, i can't take all of this anymore. shit this world, screw all those friendships. i know i don't mean a thing to all of you. you've left me with no road but to leave and start anew. welcome to my life.
MY SISTER IS COMING BACK TO SG FROM PHILIPPINES! woohoohooo!
i need an mc tmr, dammit. and then i remember this joke
you need a mc?
you've got me!
(M)urphy (C)hua.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA
omg, my sense of humour is perfectly flawed these days
anyway, i miss my compootah like omg omg omg omg ):
me miss compootah babyzzzz darlingzzz muackzzmuackzzzzzz
AND I REALISE THAT JESSICA AND TIFFANY ARE BOTH GONE
DAMMIT ):
TIFFANY YOU BETTER COME BACK OKAY OKAY ): ): ): ):
sighz, me hatez school.
me don't know what course to take,
me is considering
1) PCM L
2) PCML (H2s)
3) CME L
4) CMEL (H2s)
5) CML P
6) PCM KI
7) CML KI
): ): ): ):
OMG im sucha dumb girl to continue LIT when i have no foundation, i know, but WHO GIVES A SHIATE :D im not that dumb to continue history it'll be like suicide! O:
and honestly i'm rlly sad that some of my friends have left. ):
all the best to ACJC appealing people! really. haha.
(PRAYS REALLY HARD THAT MY OG WILL HAVE NICE NEW PEOPLE)
(PRAYS DOUBLY HARD THAT YIFANG KAIQIN TIFFANY SUNGYEH RUTIAN WILL COME BACK IN)
byez im off to suicide
OH I FORGOT
SEOW JIE MIN JEMIMAH/ WEI YANLING/ CHUA SOMETHING SOMETHING JEREMY
CONTACT ME SOON, (L) :D