look! another picture from the past!! yeah kinda depicts how i'm feeling right now. don't feel like studying... like how parents would go 'naughty girl, go study!' or sth. but nah, this nagging feeling of 'YOU CANNOT FAIL TERMS, tht's something you'd never like to go near' would just pile up. day by day, i play, i laugh, i run... i just don't study. i need to study. I MUST STUDY. oh wait, what about the bbq later? YES i am SHIT HELL LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. all i've been asking everyone is, what time are you going? all i've been hearing is: I NEED TO STUDY. i'll be going later. WHAT THE SHIT. do you get to see me everyday, i mean like THIS IS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY TO SEE BEVERLY!!! cmon. stop studying. but i'm such a hypocrite, i'm going to bring my chem notes over to kaiqin's later to maybe, at least finish a lil bit, so as much not to fail terms so badly.... :\

i am so excited, i could jump around happily like in maple i could teleport. now that sentence just did not make sense. but nevermind. i just read the terms timetable just now (well, i came upon it in my file after leaving it stagnant for what, three weeks?) and i realised maybe i won't fail that badly afterall. after all, CHINESE AND GP are the first papers. perhaps after the first paper i'd wake up from my nightmare (or rather, lovely dream of being in holidays forever, hawhawhaw) and perhaps attempt to cram one night before. might be painful for the braincells, but oh wells, AT LEAST IT'S AN ATTEMPT.

i realise my posts are getting more and more self-centered. it is about me, myself and i. but i don't care. do you? you can count the number of 'I's in my above stanzas (HAWHAWHAW) and perhaps, you could buy toto! or 4D. any of the above is fine.

must.. resist.... temptation.. to.... maple.............
=)