Round and round

2009-04-28T22:34:00.001+08:00

Hi hi i think i am the biggest joke alive.
I took an hour plus to do this thing up, and then i decided i am going to stay with livejournal.

My conclusion : girls are fickle
maybe one day i'll come back and i'll love my layout (L)

2008-11-08T00:32:00.003+08:00

So many questions but i don't have the answers.
Do you want to answer me?

I am sorry, but would you accept my apology whilst i stand there?
Hi honey, I am sorry for being who I am, would you still love me?

I cried while watching a stupid drama serial just now.
While the storyline might have been corny, that might have been the dream of many girls.
But how many people can have their dream come true?

How many?

2008-10-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

So what if you can be angry?
So what if you can throw your tantrum?
It's not that I don't care.
It's not that I've changed.

It's just that, my priorities have changed.

2008-10-27T22:35:00.002+08:00

If you could run, could you hide?
Even if you could hide, could you keep it within you, forever?

Forever...
What a big word.
Strewn around by big men with very little thinking.

Could you hide forever?
Could you?

2008-10-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

What's meant to stay, will.
What's meant to drift......

Well. You can't stop it.

Some things may be irreplacable.
But some people are just destructive enough to destroy everything on hand.

Fold while you can.

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Game over

2008-10-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

At certain points of your life, you just feel so lost and helpless.
What do you do?
What can you do to change a situation like this?

What could you do if someone you thought that cared didn't really care anymore?

These things you cannot escape from, what will you do?
These things that you cannot run away from, what will you do?
Running away is my only defense mechanism.
What can i do?

2008-10-24T22:36:00.003+08:00

I am not superman.

Superman can fly. Superman can save the world. Superman never cries.

Even if i were superman, superman is not flawless. Superman is not never-failing. When superman fails, what does he do? Does he cry like a baby and let the cities fall? No. He grits his teeth and brings himself through the ordeal. He goes repeatedly in his mind. I can do this. I will do this. I must do this.

Can you do this? Will you do this? Must you do this?

I can do this. I will do this. I must do this.

For you.

2008-10-23T23:52:00.001+08:00

What should I do?
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I wonder.

2008-07-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

Hiya I've moved
All you have to do is chant

Beverly rocks Beverly rocks Beverly rocks Five times
Dance the hula hoop dance
Run the threadmill with a rubberband round your waist
Sing a song of sixpence

and Shout oOooomPh!

2008-07-20T11:40:00.002+08:00

Digestive system: 1
Me: 0

Awesome, I have The Bomb of homework to finish.
Sucks to be Me

1) GP package
2) Chemical Equilibrium Tut (HAHAHA i know i lag nuggets)
3) Tut 14 (Math)
4) Electrochemistry Tut (Which, does not exist till equilibrium is done)
5) Econs Tut which i do not know what i have to do
6) E-connect

And here i am procrastinating
:D

I have learnt a Valuable Lesson today
It's called
If you can't beat them
Leave them
HAHAHAHAHA

2008-07-19T23:47:00.001+08:00

I am So Bored of my Blog I want to Delete it
:(
NDP was fun today
At least i think
D:

I feel Sick
Again

2008-07-19T00:06:00.002+08:00

I skipped a Lit test today
^_^
I also skipped Getting back Results
skipped PE

Cheer up GAY :)

2008-07-18T10:15:00.004+08:00

Smartest thing alive to do when you have a sorethroat
1) Eat kit-katsssss
2) Eat currypuffs
3) Drink cold stuff

and it leads to....

1) Awesome husky voice that is near
2) to Zero

Gonna see a doctor soon
I have
1) Cramps
2) Sore throat + aWesum husky voice
3) Aches on my thighs,
4) Back,
5) Arms
6) Calves
7) and Neck cos i slept on the Sofa ystdy watching some stupid show.

I am Awesum :D

I am soopah cool, i didn't go to school on Weds, Thursd was technically half-day, and i'm gone for today.
So I skipped like imba number of lessons.
And a math test.
:D

Gahz. I shall go visit the Not So Handsome Doctor now

2008-07-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

In the end Everything is going to be Okay.
If it's not Okay, It's not the End
You are going to be Okay

2008-07-14T20:12:00.002+08:00

The Flyer
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Sucks
Love the company though:)

2008-07-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

Can't forgive.
Can't forget.
Seriously what the hell

2008-07-12T11:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a depressing day.
MEOWWWW
1) I failed Lit. THE SECOND TIME. Who fails lit twice in a row?!!! WHO?!! WHO?!!!! ME.
2) ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAR
3) That the CCK gang abandoned me to go home in Xueyi's car. omG im going to boycott the cck gang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have a bomb of homework to complete, and i have less than a day to complete it. woohoo!
today i will come home and be like a lean mean machine and do homework like i've never done it before.
On the other hand (the left hand) , a completely random note that you shouldn't even bother knowing: I BEDAZZLED MY PSP ^______________^

im super happy! haha the next time i FINISH doing it i shall take a peekture!!!
but shumei says its lian-ish :(
MEOWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr

Anw i need to bathe and zoom out of the house now. BYez!

--
no one is 'naterally vicious'
but you don't always reap what you sow

2008-07-10T20:02:00.004+08:00

MEOWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TSAI SHUN LING LING LING LING
:D it's purple cos you're gay.
LIKE YEHBA.

@_@

look, now my font's infected by you. omgzzzzzzzzz @_@
hope you fall into a toilet bowl and enjoy your day in the darkness! banana pwns spoons because televisions are far larger than an ant! Also, fruit flies like a banana! HAHAHAHAHA! screw you. :D

hope you have fun doing chemistry.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

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Constipated :D
sometimes you just feel like a doorknob and you won't know what to do

MOOD SWINGS LIKE A MONKEY

2008-07-09T21:12:00.002+08:00

GAHHHHH today was rlly bad. I HONESTLY shouldnt have turned up for school anyway.
The talks SUCKED. With capital letter S bolded, italic and font size 10. omg.

but im quite glad, SO FAR lit (the first part, the horrible part hahahahA the short answer nonsense) I GOT AN S. hopefully it'll keep up, i really really don't want a U!!!! :(

im aching, tired and everything. But im quite contented with life nowadays :D (i think)
feel like ponning sch tmr but... :(

MEOWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

2008-07-08T22:51:00.004+08:00

I am a mixture of emotions now
I don't like it
But I can't fix it

Meow

Today was Quite fun
But PE was boring

I am tired
and my Bed is calling

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH SERYANG

Ess Bee Three

2008-07-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

Sb3 outing today!!!!! :)
Not a lot of people turned up (Tsk gay, tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk)
Like... exactly ten went. :) Oh wells
We went to eat at sumo house, bought cake for nai and sang :D
HAPPY (EARLY 18th) BIRTHDAY IAN LEONG JUN YI :D
(though i doubt you'll ever read this)

Then we went pooling, played for awhile and went creamery. Aft that went to nai's house to play wii, like WHEEE (hahaha). COOKING MAMA LOL. Val was like @_@ no comments. LOL. but mario kart is awesum :D

After that went for dinner at 5 star chicken rice restaurant (is that it?!), which only consisted of Me Val Jian and Ian (haha the usual four, wth)
Which was awesum despite the lack of numbers
Just talked and just laughed (really hard) especially at ian, HAHAHA.
Reminds me of the day where we sat at the stone table and just laughed and laughed:D
Super supreme fun. :D

The outing didn't sound very fun, but i guess it's not what you do, but who you have to do these mundane and boring things with. :) I mean, Singapore can't get very exciting, but yeah all these people make it less boring :)

Thanks people, i had fun tday :D

School tmr!!!!!!
List of undone things
1) Chinese homework
2) Math homework
3) Chem homework

WHICH I HAVE NO TIME TO COMPLETE TMR, because tmr is training!!!
YAY!! goodbye to tardiness, goodbye to laziness, goodbye to slacking my buttocks off and growing fat :D

and hello volleyball mates :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2008-07-05T22:40:00.002+08:00

Today was quite... stony. But quite fun i think :D
Aft everything i went with Fat Flyer (HAHAHA omg she's gonna kill me) to Queensway
SHE GOT DAMN FREAKING HIGH i can't stand her hahaha.

Kept laughing and laughing and laughing. Patience is virtue la wahlau.

Met 100000 people (no im just joking) that we knoW. 8)

Anyway i am super supreme tired, i need sleeeeeeeeeepz !
hahahahahahaa. i hope sb3 outing will be successful:)

2008-07-04T22:52:00.003+08:00

Omg, I am munching on cookies right now (at 10:52PM (famous amos at that, yumMY)) when i have gained 1kg since june hols. WAH. sian. 1 kg is like 1000g. i wish i gained like 1 g instead. >_< HOW CAN I NOT FEEL LIKE A HUGE PILE OF LARD WHEN my sister is like dieting and going running every other day (for what iDK)?!!! CMON MAN MY SISTER IS LIKE 3 cm shorter than me and prolly like what, 10KG (10 000g, btw) LIGHTER THAN ME!@*& @*#()!*@()!*@()!*@&*&*( so if she is fat i am what. OBESE HARZZZZZZZZ wah i am damn sad now. HOW NOT TO FEEL FAT YOU TELL ME

Even better still, skinny beanny people like people of height 160++++ and 40+++ kg TELL ME THEY ARE FAT HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH

this is what i want to tell you
SCLEW EU.

you know you're not so stop making me feel inferior im gonna sink into depression:(
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2008-07-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

WooHooHoo
*throws confetti around the room*
Egg-citingzzzzzzz.

Good things happen afterall HawHawHaw
I am tired.

I wanted to blog because i wanted to tell THE BF (MC)
that...
YOU CAN DO THIS !
Whoop their asses on the track ;D

Queen B. said:
HAHAA YAY
Queen B. said:
(in heaven)
murphy said:
(all the clouds sink)
Queen B. said:
GO DIE

Sch was Super boring today, I couldn't concentrate in ANY of the lessons. Should have just ponned >:(

Busy weekend ahead O:

2008-07-02T22:11:00.003+08:00

I wish I wish
Upon a Star
I wish I wish
My Lit would go very Far
I don't Ask for an A, I only want a S
Don't Give me a U
and make a huge Mess

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I want more shoes
I can hear boos
Save your money the mind calls
But my heart loves the shopping malls

I need more cash
I need no booze
I need some time to let loose
No more tutorials My mind protests
or Else i could give Myself a memorial

2008-07-01T23:06:00.003+08:00

1)
Happy 17th domzzz.

heehee i hope you enjoyed the fish & co bday song (HAHAHAHA).
I will upload the vid as soon as i am bothered to do it :D

2)
A level chinese orals

One word: Meowwwwwwwwwwww
(Nat is damn funny tho HAHA 'Which country you wna go?' 'China' -.-)

3)
Terms Results

Mass spam tmr.
._.
I am not Pip
(HAHAHHAA)

4)
Playing Volleyball After School Today

Caleb is retarded. >_> Very retarded.

5)
NMPKT
L@TAC

Did i get it right? :D

2008-06-30T20:33:00.002+08:00

WELCOME TO THE DARK SIDE.
(HAHAHAHAHAHA)

Was fun just sitting around w them and hamka and jian, just talking bullshit and bitching (mostly from harsha though, whatdya expect :P)

We went to take neoprints but i'm waiting for the scans :)
Then we played arcade :D
Then went to Queensway w jian to find someone's present but can't find.
>_>

meowrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 8)
School starts tmr
Oral is tmr
BAD DAY AHEAD:(

2008-06-29T21:07:00.002+08:00

wahlau, like any normal lian or beng would say:

i am very bore

HAHAHAHA wth. ughzzzzz stupid murphy go offline halfway while sending me dj max :(
i am now very bore. UGHHHHHHHHHH

can't do online shopping anymore cos my bank account's very bore
HAHAHA

yay, tmr's next week, and on tuesday is my chinese A level orals. WOOHOO. \m/ coincidentally, it is the worst day of everyone's life, because it is domzzzz's birthday. go throw stones at him on tuesday everyone!

alternatively i could play pata pon, but hMmmm somehow the game has lost it's appeal
>_>
for a while
cos i wna play djmax djmax djmax : (
any game suggestions? : )

okay shall go watch finish my half watched juno
BYEZ !

2008-06-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

(talking about some weird people...)

.harsha. says:
my frens worse!
gay. says:
she wants me to go with her
gay. says:
oh shit
.harsha. says:
she screwed me off yest fr saying wat the hell.cuz apparently it means that if i say hell i believe in heaven too.and thus im nt conforming to the secular laws of the country
.harsha. says:
WTH!!

2008-06-29T00:18:00.002+08:00

wah i am damn tired now, but just now was damn fun
bridge :D
wao we should have more bridge nights :D

2008-06-28T00:22:00.002+08:00

someone came over and made chocolate fondue for me today (:
well..... something bad kinda happened ._.
ended off the day with a new (YAY!) psp and get smart.
quite good, and pretty funny =D
murphy is a piece of shit. :D

2008-06-26T19:12:00.003+08:00

GAH.
I am going to fail
1) Lit
2) Lit
3) Lit
4) Lit
5) Lit
6) Lit
7) Any other subject that i have yet to mention
8) Lit

>_> I finished half an hour early because i had nothing to write. I looked around the multi-purpose hall.... and i saw everyone rushing their buttocks off. And then i go ._. and just stone. GAAAAH then i tried to make up some stupid answers for the short-ans poem thingy and i realise i was writing nonsense that didn't make any sense. Oh wells at least i tried ._.

So while stoning and having no inspiration to crap my buttocks off (no, i wasn't shitting) i read the book. and it bore me further.... FINALLY, the bell rang. And then the teachers took an eternity to collect the papers and the whole room was just ._. literally. some people went x_X and fell asleep. When i mean an eternity, i mean an eternity -.-

I kinda really like my lit class :)
Esp brownies HOHOHOHO hahahahahahahahaha *dies laughing*

1) I have zero idea how to write a 'critical commentry' on the poem
2) Hooray I AM FREE :)
3) Can't decide if i should go pooling : D
4) Maybe i'll just nua at home

hope all of you had fun w terms : D

some CIP nonsense : O
wow i finally decided to upload random peekchas : O

volleyball outing nong time ago : D
O: i miss training !
i am growing into a huge lard :D

weirurururururururururruru

yay beautifoooool :D
i miss sb3 !
:D

boonsie =D

omg super unglam peekcha of me. i miss you ft! O: i bet you dont even read my blog. HAHAHA. dont ask me what ft means (HAHAHAHAHAHA)

2008-06-25T21:28:00.002+08:00

eh i wanted to change my blog url. but i can't. so nevermindz. i need to read poetry poetry poetry but i don't understand how to do it at all :( how the heck do i write a commentry (albeit essay :( :()
on poetry when i dont even understand the basics omgosh. im going twuuh diiE.

gah O:

2008-06-24T17:39:00.003+08:00

Fun facts!
1) 4/6 of my papers are gone
2) screw chem
3) screw math
4) hooray me!
5) lit notes are 2cm high
6) i've yet to start studying for econs
7) i'm very tired
8) mental note: NEVER CRAM 5 CHAPTERS OF CHEM NOTES INTO HEAD 2 HOURS BEFORE, makes your head feel constipated
9) and ian goes: JUST AS LONG AS YOU DONT GET DIARRHOEA OUT OF IT.

2008-06-22T23:36:00.001+08:00

Wao. In approximately 8hours' time is terms, i'm not
1) Panicky
2) Annoyed at self

but instead I am
3) In a Very Good Mood

And i have no idea why >_> It is like 11:37PM I have yet to pack & I am feeling IMBA (heh my new favourite phrase WOoHOOoOo) tired >_> and my sister is not home.

Maybe it's because I finally know the wonders of the GC
woOOoOoOOOO

Hate terms XD

2008-06-22T12:33:00.004+08:00

Eh i just did e-learning chinese
i am super guai ^___^

P/S: I don't regret wasting my holidays either
DESPITE HAVING TERMS STARTING TMR, HAAHAHAHAHA !!

I am beginning to sleep like.... >_>
ystdy i slept at 12AM + again. wao when i woke up at 10am i was still tired
i bet i would have slept till 12PM again if i didn't set an alarm
O_O

murphy says:
no la
murphy says:
i REALLY wanna study
murphy says:
cos maths i can ask you mah
Queen B. says:
haha why can ask me O_O
Queen B. says:
SIAOOOO
murphy says:
ask you then i feel better mah.more confident
Queen B. says:
HAHAHAH SCREW YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EH WHO GOT DICTIONARY LEND ME PRZ

2008-06-21T18:00:00.001+08:00

Cool facts about Beverly:
1) woke up at 12PM tday (using my uber pwnage mathematics knowledge, i know that 12am - 12 pm = 12 hours. IMBA)

2) read GE until chpt 15 O:

3) is IMBA screwed for terms, O:

2008-06-21T00:13:00.000+08:00

MY TERMS
R.I.P

2008-06-19T23:55:00.002+08:00

ECK I JUST READ STH I THINK I SHOULDNT HAVE, hahahaha
it's not a bad thing, i honestly think it's not a bad thing, perhaps it's a good thing i guess.
well as long as it makes you happier.... nothing else matters, right?
hahaha

we should talk soon
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No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white;
Just our hands clasped so tight,
Waiting for the hint of a spark.
If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:

If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks; 
Then I'll follow you into the dark.

A post for Jiaxu xu

2008-06-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

If you actually read me blog i guess =D
DON'T BE LONELY, me is still here !
so is suannnny bunny.
D:

BE HAPPY :)

2008-06-19T16:06:00.003+08:00

People are so stupid, sometimes i can't fathom how freaking retarded they actually are.

C'mon, poem for thought

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I am a hypocrite
and so are You.

Why can't we just all have child-like innocence
'I DON'T FRIEND YOU'

hahahaha, wth.
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PS: blogger hates me, all hail bananas!

This is my first Post with a Title

2008-06-18T22:54:00.003+08:00

aye aye aye
today met up with tiffy and jyoti OR as people like to call him SAHAHAHAHA
supposedly supposed to study today but... >_>
we sat at sahaha's booth and TRIED to study but i pulled tiffy away and we went shopping 8)
TEEHEEHEE.

he treated all of us to CAFE CARTEL (GASPS!)
and then i was like, HAHA you're in trouble !
and then i was like GASP THAT HAS TWO MEANINGS !
spoken like a true lit student.

HAHAHAHA im not making sense. but it's alright=)
im too lazy to upload peekchas today, shall upload tmR! i think :D

yes, read my archives and be shocked at how boring i've become
i am no longer as amusing as i used to be.... :'(

sighz.
life is sad when everyone thinks you're boring:(
BUT IT'S OKAY
life still goes on

I AM IMBA HAPPY TODAY BCOS I FOUND MY LIT BOOKS AT A CHEAPER RATE
!!!!!!!!!! :D
i swear AC is out to suck your money dry.
HAHA. freaking hell, i bought proof for $11 when the textbook vendor sold it to us at $25 O:
i saved $0.20 on GE when i bought it from POPULAR BOOKSTORE! ^_^

total savings (spoken like a true blue shengsiong buyer) : $14.20

but oh wells i bought it twice so my savings is like the negative of it
O:

i am broke.
donations anyone?

2008-06-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

Abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

today was boliaowzzz ka refused to come to jurong (HAHAHHAA) and then i went to study at taman joorongzzzzzzzz bought lots and lots of junk food (like, $15 worth HAHA) I am broke now. :O

I NEED TO SPEED UP STUDYING
i have yet to finished ANYTHING :D
have yet to start MATH LIT AND ECONZ
WOOHOOOTZ

2008-06-15T22:19:00.001+08:00

I hate ABBY
!@&*!(@)!(*#()@*#!@!&@!*@&*!@&*!)@()!*
freaking bitch

2008-06-14T23:20:00.005+08:00

slept from 3-8 today
fantastic

BBQ was quite retarded ystdy
sai was nuts, he climbed a tree
keming, dom and sai sat on the merry-go-round for 5 mins at full speeed
WOOOHOOOO THEY DIED AFTER THAT
>_>
stayed for overnight mahjong but mahjong wasn't really played
EVERYONE FELL ASLEEP WTP.
me, zy watched kq play maple
AND LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY cos he hastes his way back

going chalet tmr
but whats going chalet without staying over
HAWHAWHAW

2008-06-13T12:50:00.002+08:00

look! another picture from the past!! yeah kinda depicts how i'm feeling right now. don't feel like studying... like how parents would go 'naughty girl, go study!' or sth. but nah, this nagging feeling of 'YOU CANNOT FAIL TERMS, tht's something you'd never like to go near' would just pile up. day by day, i play, i laugh, i run... i just don't study. i need to study. I MUST STUDY. oh wait, what about the bbq later? YES i am SHIT HELL LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. all i've been asking everyone is, what time are you going? all i've been hearing is: I NEED TO STUDY. i'll be going later. WHAT THE SHIT. do you get to see me everyday, i mean like THIS IS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY TO SEE BEVERLY!!! cmon. stop studying. but i'm such a hypocrite, i'm going to bring my chem notes over to kaiqin's later to maybe, at least finish a lil bit, so as much not to fail terms so badly.... :\

i am so excited, i could jump around happily like in maple i could teleport. now that sentence just did not make sense. but nevermind. i just read the terms timetable just now (well, i came upon it in my file after leaving it stagnant for what, three weeks?) and i realised maybe i won't fail that badly afterall. after all, CHINESE AND GP are the first papers. perhaps after the first paper i'd wake up from my nightmare (or rather, lovely dream of being in holidays forever, hawhawhaw) and perhaps attempt to cram one night before. might be painful for the braincells, but oh wells, AT LEAST IT'S AN ATTEMPT.

i realise my posts are getting more and more self-centered. it is about me, myself and i. but i don't care. do you? you can count the number of 'I's in my above stanzas (HAWHAWHAW) and perhaps, you could buy toto! or 4D. any of the above is fine.

must.. resist.... temptation.. to.... maple.............
=)

2008-06-12T22:30:00.002+08:00

hahaha, what the shit. was looking through my old pictures (all thanks to murphy, HA!!!!) and was kinda nostalgic =D well i've grown up from since, (horizontally, vertically, both ways whatever) my face has grown fatter=D and my hair has grown longer, but overall i'm still the same... or at least i think. can't move on for many things.. perhaps it's my fault, and perhaps i'll never know why i'm like that, but yeah. life sucks like that :D

studying failed today, i think. i am completely going to fail terms, HAW HAW HAW.

woke up to quite a bad start today, ughhhhhz. really hate it when it's like that. it's like you get up from the wrong side of bed, you wake up too early, you feel this throb in your head. your stomach is hungry, you want to eat but there's nothing at home. nothing's going right... you want to study, but you'll have to wait. and then you lose your push, your determination and you decide to chuck it aside. >_< i think i am officially moodswinging my butt off right left center. I AM.... PMSING. i'm sorry everyone. heehehehehe.

alright.. off to maple :D

2008-06-12T00:57:00.003+08:00

yay my sister's computer is home.
which means no more preying vultures on me poor com :')

HAHA im joking. :D
--
tmr i am going to START my first day of studying, WOOHOOOOZZZZZ.
wait, it should go like w00h00xxzzzszxszxsz
because i am the LAST PERSON TO START STUDYING w00h00xz.

going to fail terms. can i talk terms w terms :(

ate sakae today. was damn full >_< but now im damn hungry hehehehe.:D
:D:D:D

tmr me is going to plop me fat ass (orang bersah? is this how you spell this) at ULUNESS OF ALL ULUNESS (except hougang, HAHAHAH that is the ULUNESS OF ULUNESSITY) , taman jurong and attempt to start studying ^_^

start w me favourite subj first of course=D

i swear i is going to fail LIT.
>_>

anw i replayed maple, i am lvl 72 now!
sucks balls but what the shit, can't do anything about it
:D

2008-06-11T11:51:00.005+08:00

i am pissed!!!!!!!!!!:@
walau i trained maple ystdy till lvl 102 THEN THEY DELETED MY ACCOUNT
AHZGZGZGZHGZHGZHGZHGZHGZHGZGHZG

@(#*@(*()#*#()@*#()@$*&##&)$*()#
#&(%&#!+_#@()$_+#(%)#*$()@!@!

walau.

anyway, look at this, this is damn gross HAHAHAHAHAHA. what the shit. (red)maple should kill themself

2008-06-10T00:27:00.003+08:00

err yes i attempted to make a new layout and FORGOT to save my old one (again) i swear i have a brain the size of a NUT. -.-

so yes you can see, this is one of me old layouts which is quite nice (by my standards, HAHAHAA) what the shit manz. as you can tell i was quite talented in the past but i think i've become so rusty my layouts are uglier and fuglier by the moments..

:D

meanwhile, click ctrl+ if you need to read me words, i know they're small but 'onestly, I
CANT
BE
BOTHERED
to change it
tata =D

2008-06-09T23:26:00.004+08:00

HI THIS IS A BLACKMAIL (yes not white mail, i know im black SHUT UP) THAT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU BETTER TURN UP FOR 313 BBQ >:@

i've been wanting to spam photos but apparently, photobucket and blogger upload doesnt really seem to like me a lot. haha. :D
(i am serious :D)

and yes!! i am back to maplestory (hahahahahaah)
i know i am damn n00b and that everyone is playing private server now (which explains why delphinus is so freaking empty o_O) BUT BUT BUT freaking maplegeek hates me to the maxxxxxxxxx and it refuses to send me the activation email (which i have signed up 3 accounts at hotmail, yahoo & gmail but i have received mail at neither) so i can't possibly begin to play at private server so ALL HAIL MAPLESEA.

i am. OBSESSED. and i only have one maplestory pal :(

anywayzzz, i met up with the BF (MC) today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes its !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that idiot, the first thing he said was
1) YOU ARE CHAO TA
2) some malay phrase which i will smack him left right up down centre for

hahaa he treated me to coffee (actually tea, not me HAHA what the shit) and the total bill was 29.50$$$ WHICH SOMEBODY *coughzdamnloudly*LOSER*coughzdamnloudly* didn't bring enough money to pay. HAHAHAHAHA.

anw gayking came and we had loads of fun planning for the bbq!
WOOHOO!
:D
313 bbq!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went to gk's house to study actlly, but in the end we just nuah-ed and talked. HAHAHAA.
yifang was supposed to come but........... i think she was sleeping the whole time. HAHAHAH

ok photobucket and blogger officially hates me. bye.

2008-06-08T22:08:00.001+08:00

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you catch my drift?
:D

2008-06-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

it kept raining today.

i kept laughing today, i swear sai is the retardedest piece of shit ever.

i need to study >_<

2008-06-06T22:02:00.002+08:00

uhm didn't go for the friendly match in the end (damn!!!)
and went for the CIP thing the whole day.
UH.............

i still hate kids.

^_^
then i went to eat curry noodles, woohoozzzz :)
had fun laughing at some dumb boy woohoozzz :D
'ok. good learning experience! :)'
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHH wts i am STILL LAUGHING.
it is freaking funny.

i have yet to laugh so hard for such a long time, teeheexxxxXxxXxxx.

:O
OH I REMEMBER WHAT ELSE I LAUGHED SO HARD AT.
seeing sai tmr!
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHAA

:D is a good day today except the morning part where i was quite stone.
._.

wheeeez hope tmr will be fun, yayez!

2008-06-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

i am slightly tired (woke up at an unearthly time of 815AM, :O)
and i am very cold, the aircon behind me is at FULL BLAST and apparently it is directed at me although i am already very COOL (HAHAHA what a joke.)

and my sistah is waiting for me so she can use the com.
so uhm... . . . . . . . I CAN'T DECIDE WHETHER I SHLD BUY A NEW WALLET. :)
i wna buy but i dont know if i shld.
TEEHEEHEEXXXX

i bet i'll buy it in the end. O:

uhm training got cancelled tmrzzzzzzzzzz, so my life is less hectic and more exciting (i hope).
WAO.

GAYKINGZ, DOMZ, SAIZ, anyonezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, lets have our 313 outing soon prz?
i miss you all. :(

2008-06-03T21:52:00.002+08:00

I seem to have mixed emotions today.
-

Uhmzzzzzz,
the sleepover ystdy was fun :)
the CIP was fun :)
the shooting range thingy today was slightly fun :)
training is always fun w ACVB :)

1) Shumei (& Jean) cooked dinner for us ystdy. It was good. (Except that the red sauce was a lil sweet o_O)

2) We played bridge with Bob.

3) I learnt how to make a flower with ballooooons :)

4) I hate earplugs.

5) We got a certificate, which writes This certificate certifies that ___________ has attended Clay Shooting (introductory) on __________. Wao. We're supposed to fill that in ourselves.. o_O

6) Chilli makes people high. Also makes people want to puke especially if you eat it directly before training. :)

7) I was daydreaming during training today. For no apparent reason, i was staring at nothing and smiling like an idiot. O:

-
Exciting day tmr.

2008-06-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

i am very happy tday, im very loved heheh. ♥
urm my life isn't very exciting now but exciting this upcoming weeeeeek! (tmr!)
tmr i have CIP trng at dhoby ghout for an hour THEN TMR IS STAYOVER AT karen's house w vb girls yaaaaaaaaaaaaayezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :D

then uhm, tuesd is CLAY SHOOTING W acvb (WITH SENIORZ, woohoohoooz!) then training!:D
my wednesday is still free for booking (HAHAHAHAH, wtshit)
thursday me training is smack right in the aft, so bye bye to shopping time ^_^
friday is training (teehee) and then CIP CIP CIP CIP CIP WOOHOOZZZZ.
i bet saturday will have lunch (if possible) with val, cg3 and gang.
but not confirm. teehee.
THEN MY SECOND WEEK OF HOLIDAYS WILL BE OVER

WALAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

and murphy cai jin cai is going to freaking bintan tmr :(
omgzzzz i haven't seen him for at least a week i swear.
IT IS GOING TO BE TWO WEEKS IT'S GOING TO BE A WORLD RECORD HAHAHAHA
have a safe trip okay!!!!! and be careful of........ :D
will miss you MC.

uhmz, uhmz, I WNA PLAY SIMS 2
WHO HAS THE CD AND IS WILLING TO LEND ME :D
cos the cd i have now has error w its autorun it is so freaking stupid >_<
I ALSO WNA PLAY MAPLE
BUT I CAN'T FREAKING DL IT
#)!@*!()*)(#*(*@!(*!@()*!@()*!)*@)(!

shitz man. the world hates me...
but you don't :D
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
--

2008-06-01T09:08:00.000+08:00

HUMANITY STILL EXISTS :')
YAY FOR EVERYONE WHO DID THE SURVEY FOR ME PW
ME LOVE YOU <3

2008-05-31T22:34:00.004+08:00

hehehe out with boonsie pie today :D
^____^
finally got to see me breast (HAHAHA) friend ^___^

and yayez, ME MOM IS BRINGING ME & ME SIS SHOPPING NEXT WEEK
=
TOPSHOP SHOES THAT I RLLY WANT :D
and, and and blouses YAYEZ

^________^
today ish a good day.
me lurbx b00nz! :D

2008-05-31T10:55:00.002+08:00

training killed me ystdy, i was reading Time on my bed ystdy night and suddenly i wanted to 'REST MY EYES'. so i closed my eyes.. and the next thing i knew i woke up, the lights were still on and it was 5.30AM. HAHAHAHAHHAA. wth.

:O

freaking 313 guys are having a guys night tday. :( I THOUGHT I WAS A GUY TO YALL?! HUH!!!???!!!! dammit >_> hehe okay im just joking. enjoy tday guys, miss you all :)

what what, in the butt? :O

i think i really enjoy training w me team kids! :D:D:D:D
HAHAHAHAHAHA :)

2008-05-30T21:00:00.007+08:00

wah damn freaking nua today, i think training killed me.
o.o ran 2.4km, then ran and ran and ran my guts out (cos i can't serve my freaking guts:()
but training was prettttty fun (i think, except for the running part OH AND THE FRIKKING rubberband lol)
and coach is damn funny lol.
me love me team kids ☺

karen is shit funny i swear hahahaha.

shumei goes: take 14, 74, 166
karen goes: huh? take 17, 74, 16 what?!!!!!!

i came home to nua, and i didn't really get to nua i wanted to just zzzzzzzzzzzz on the sofa and stick my ass there for the whole day but jiemin came over (yayz) and actly we didn't do much but watch southpark (1,2,3,4.. canada deserves more!) talk a bitz and just uh. laugh at people's botak head.

slightly more nostalgic than other days today, looked at some stuff, uhm have weird thoughts haha and yes don't laugh at me seow jiemin. :@

quite uhm, moodswingy these days so dont blame me plzkthx. :)

stayover on monday! :)
yayz.

thinking a lil too much these days, hate this feeling :@
why can't my life just be normal and simple ._.
no wait- why can't i just be normal and simple ._.
why can't i just get over it
what the shit >_>

2008-05-28T23:04:00.002+08:00

Hi i realised the whole world is calling me thunderthighs now.
Burn forever if you call me thunderthighs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(That applies especially to Dominic Chua)
yea you're gonna burn twice as hard since you're twice as dark HAHAHAHA what the shit.

i uhm, had training on uhm, monday.
i went to watch u19 vball match ystdy and it was like at uh HOUGANG. i mean like WHERE THE HELL IS HOUGANG ITS LIKE MARS OR STH i've never gone that far on the purple line before. ._. my virgin trip on the purple line.... HAHAHAHAH :)

one day im going to take the train to punggol just for fun. MAYBE GO FIND TIFFY BABY :)

heeheeexxzzzz.

i know i am a loser coz i've never gone to the northeast side of sg before. BUT HAVE YOU?!
--------------------------------------

reached home at what, 1050 (actlly i cant rmb) ystdy and bathed and whatever nonsense and slept. ._. SHIT TIRED TODAY MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP AT FREAKING 6.15AM YES WHAT THE HECK RIGHT. but got training at 8 zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz damn sian lol. luckily tday we didn't have to run 2.4km WOOHOOOOHOOOOO:)

didn't do much but i know i was shit hungry hehehehe. had pw meeting and uh UH UH UH it wasn't very constructive WELL maybe i wasn't very constructive i didn't give (much) contribution hee. :D

hung out with kat & nat (wow they ryhme!) and nice nat waited with me till the vb guys ended. :O I GOT PWNED BY HIM AT TABLE TENNIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when he was using the left hand he was still winning me HAHA I AM SUPER n00bz

then i stoned and we had dinner at JE which was quite nice:)
HOHOHO SOUTHPARK IS SHIT FUNNY HOHOHO
i'm HIV-positive it's funny HEH HEH i dont have HIV though

:O
-

<33

2008-05-26T22:23:00.001+08:00

Queen B. says:
walaooo i am damn tired omg
dom says:
go sleep lo
dom says:
then when u sleep more muscles will grow on ur thighs
Queen B. says:
then i grow HEAVIER LEH
dom says:
yup
Queen B. says:
:\
Queen B. says:
then can crush everyone
dom says:
nono
dom says:
u go play squash(:
dom says:
sure win
Queen B. says:
O_O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Queen B. says:
HAHAHAHAHAH WTH NICE ONE.

-----------------------------

some people are so fake..
so fake it makes me wonder

2008-05-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

:)
<3

-
today was fun!
i think ._.
food fair at expo with sb3 kids!
well uh, only like val me zj ian janice fenny zh john ka turned up but...
quite exciting :D

but we didn't eat like a lot ._.
what an irony heh heh

anw we went to zhihao's hse and his mom is damn nice:)
just slacked ard and val went bonkers
like COMPLETELY :D:D:D
hahahahaha. wtp.
peanut butter jelly time -.-

reached home at like 10.

trng tmr, meow!
--

just watched southpark ep: britney's new look
its damn screwed up lol -.-
not vv funny :(

'Are you sure, eric?'
'Im not just sure, Butters. I am HIV-positive.'

2008-05-25T12:02:00.002+08:00

hMmmMMmm something suddenly occurred to me.
I DIDN'T THINK SO, but now i agree.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (i think everyone thinks im nuts. OH WELLS!)

313 kids i want a chalet! go bug leon! PRZ! : (

:( :( :( :( :( IF ONLY LEON READS MY BLOG.

I MISS ALL THEIR NONSENSE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
all their shit, the WWIII, the OHP, the chialekkee, WOOOHOOOOOOZ

ho ho ho ho ho:)
wo men bao zha!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2008-05-25T00:35:00.002+08:00

Exciting news update.

1) I lost at mahjong today. Really badly. Got whooped in the ass by zhanyong and dom. ._. Out of 200 worth of chips, i lost 200 worth of chips. Yippee. (Which is like, $10)

2) I lost at suanning tday. Got whooped in the ass by zhanyong and dom. (Again. Chicken nugget laksa strawberry durian meepok.) Kept talking about thunder thighs i'm going to kill myself.... :(

3) The BF's brain got fried by his fever. Certified. He didn't catch a single joke that they were saying today..... even when he got suanned he was oblivious to the entire suanzation. Woohoo. Yippee. Get well soon :) But no! I hope he never gets better >:( He was encouraging zy and dom to make me entirely broke >:@

4) Sb3 outing tomorrow. Yippee.
Somebody deserves to be slapped left right up down center. But i won't say who. Guess who, ;D

5) Sb3 bbq on monday. Yippee. Oh, training on monday too. Double yippee.

6) My phone is damn screwed i am super duper angry at my phone.
>:@

7) I am damn tired now it is 12:46PM i shall go brush my teeth and go sleep. Goodbye kids.

2008-05-23T20:28:00.003+08:00

:) :) :) :) :) :)!!!!!!!!!!!
today was fun, haha fun ANNOYING YIFANG the chicken nugget banana.
i spent a lot of money today.
._.

&
me is loved! :)

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~
[edit: 11:11PM]
nugget banana chicken strawberry laksa.

i am shit bored. HAHAHAHA.
i am like in the best mood ever.
LOL.

okay i removed that nonsense part.
anyway i am really damn bored. so anyway i went on msn and i saw this person online whom i knew like, last year. and i was thinking AHHHH all these weird people we get to know through events and such (ie: chingay to make it more obvious hrmz) DO WE REALLY KEEP IN CONTACT W THEM? meow man. i rmb i was damn high at that point of time i was like COOKIES COOKIES COOKIES (cookies is the group name btw) and we're all like, must keep in contact must keep in contact etc etc bla bla bla bla bla... but in the end, NOW (like now is 2008, i participated in chingay in 2007) the only person i probably (walau, even HARDLY la) talk to is tan yin wen lol. MEOOOOOOW man. (C, if you see this tag prz and lets meet up YO HAHAHAH so we can whack some C WOOOOH haha jk)

and anyway the person online is someone i dont talk to anymore. SO SAD RIGHT? friendships forged are gone just like that. POOFZ

so sad.......... but nvm im still happy tday :)
I AM IN A SOOOOPER GOOD MOOD TDAY :D
TEE HEE HEE

im going to get diabetes soon! :O
meooooooooooooooooooooooooooow.
[/edit]

2008-05-22T23:57:00.002+08:00

1) The BF (MC) hasn't been going to school for 3 whole days. Okay maybe he went to school on wednesday but he went home but yea whatever. Why am i updating the world about whether he went to school. HMMMMMM. But get well soon yes!!!!!! :)

2) School is freaking over. YES. I am shit happy. O:
No more having to chiong math tutorialz after reaching home at a ghastly hour of 10PM :)
NO MORE P/S I LOVE YOU!
Yesssssssssssssssssssssss.

Until.... A month later -.-

3) Sb3 outing on sunday and next monday. YES i am freaking excited. :D

4) No 313 chalet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Slap laoda plz. Prz be to slapping laoda :D

5)

2008-05-21T19:19:00.002+08:00

Hi i am a mega loser.

1) I have not finished my GP homework despite being at home today. Err actually not really. But that's not the point. I cannot concentrate i swear the medicine fried my brain or something heh heh heh. GP is so hell boring. Ugh i should have taken KI.

2) I am still down with a fricking cold. I keep falling sick i think my immune system is fried. Bleedy hell. ._. I am always sick!!! #@&#()!*@!@&!*#&@&#*(!&@(&!@&(!

3) We have to run 2.4KM tmr. My stamina is fried as well. Exciting news.

4) I don't feel like studying. At all.

5) I have tutorials that i owe since the Industrial Revolution (nah i'm joking) and I owe so much homework omGzzzzzz

6) My CCA-highlights has one word. Nil.

._.

2008-05-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

hey there Lil J :D

i am tired. but i am happy :)
met up with the happy gang tday!!!! i am vair happy. and content. :)
although it wasn't the whole gang but yea i'm glad to see them :D
watched speedracer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! which sucked ._.

but maybe it's just me coz leon and gk kinda liked th movie ._.
i was supposed to go for overnight mahjong!!! Im like supposed to play mahjong now. but circumstances disallow me too. :( :( :( :( :( :( OMGOSH I HEAR MAHJONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shitmanz. stupid people upstairs keep playing mahjong. : ( never invite me!!! i wna be part of the mahjong gang of blk 517E :D

and this weekend, i am absolutely fantastic!
i have yet to touch ANY (bold it, italic it, large it, anything it) of my homework. HEEHEEHEE.
but! i had fun on saturday during ndp :O hahaha where cg3 is so funny :D
and i had fun w xuxu and suanny !!! hohoho

:{D

i know i sound stressed. but maybe i rlly am. I AM SO angry w myself for losing my books. :( sometimes i feel this incompetency but maybe i'm just thinking too much... :\

but right now, i just feel content with my life. i don't need people to judge me anymore. i don't even need people to judge who i choose to hang out with, i don't need people to judge what i do is right, i'm just really content. just glad to have some people who are rlly there. :) thank you kids. love you all. :)

2008-05-17T22:33:00.003+08:00

2 major happenings

1) my computer is down. for the 1000th time.

i cannot stand it i wna keel my com. i swear. it is so retarded. everytime i turn it on I BET IT SILENTLY COUNTDOWN 10 MINS. then it shows me the black screen.
._.

it is so hell retarded. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2) i lost my lit books. i am. DEPRESSED.

2008-05-13T21:00:00.002+08:00

hoHOho nostalgia kills more than it reminds :)

anyway, life is slowly turning into a routine.. it's starting to be tests, homework deadlines, volleyball, tests, homework deadlines, more homework deadlines, more long and weird essays, more volleyball, even more volleyball.......... ._.

i like heart to heart talks with suann & xu :)
seems like it's been a while since i've had heart- to-heart talks.. some topics i've been avoiding for a long long long time but maybe i've finally mustered the courage to get over it :) be proud of me people! be very proud of me.

if you dont know what i'm talking about don't ask me because i am not going to tell you. :D

i still haven't seen my boonsie in a while, :( haven't talked to fang in a while haven't seen YAOAN in eons (hoho stupid JJ boy) havent seen jiemin havent seen yanling havent seen jeremy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i like to avoid this topic.

running away from problems isn't going to solve anything, it's just gonna prolong your pain and make it twice as hard to recover.
i've learnt, i've learnt :)

2008-05-11T12:58:00.002+08:00

if i could do anything i wanted
i would...

1) GET RID OF ALL ANNOYING PEOPLE
2) finish my homework :D (flawlessly too!)
3) rob the banks
4) make someone (some pig actlly :D) happy :D
5) i-candy : D
6) murder people (that ruined my life HOHOHO ARE YOU FEELING THE GUILT)
7) buy ipodS!!!! no wait buy IPHONE :D
8) marry yamapi :)
9) go shopping everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
10) master vball :{D
11) make a perma chalet spot for 313!!!!! heee :D
12) go back to sb3!!! but not take physics!!!!! HAHAHA
13) make gayking come back to AC!!!!! (so murphy won't be late in the morning:D)
14) BUY A MACBOOK!!! :O
15) make myself super smart
16) LEARN AN INSTRUMENT TO SWEEP EVERYONE OFF THEIR FEET
17) grow taller:D !!!!
18) have BIGGER EYES : D
19) grow skinny like a beanie :D
20) BRING MY LIFE BACK TO ME.

heeheee its 1PM ive yet to do anyhomeworkkillmeplznow

2008-05-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

eh today: bk, cityhall, kenny rogers, home
: O

im shit tired so i shall type what i have to do tmr or i will die
1) GP IL (VVVVVVVVVVV IMPT PLZ DO)
2) STUDY MATH T3-5 (at least, VVVVVVV IMPT PLZ DO)
3) DO TUT 8 (NOT SO IMPT, BUT STILL IMPT)
4) DO ECONS TUT .....
5) READ CHINESE ORAL THINGY (VVV IMPT)
6) re-read package (HAHAHA im sucha mugger:D)

i doubt i'd do so much nonsense anyway :D
okay i shall go sleep now i can't do any work when i'm half dead anw : D

what i did today! (today is completely UNPRODUCTIVE HAHAHAH stupid.)
1) a quarter of chinese compre thing
2) a whole load of nonsensical essay outline which isnt really an outline
3) 2 math questions of tut 8
4) laugh at sai :D
5) laugh at gk :D
6) kop murphy's onion rings :D

2008-05-08T20:11:00.002+08:00

some things are just said too much
but not enough ☺

i am absolutely positive that
LIFE IS GOOD.

i am also absolutely positive im going to enjoy myself tmr.
☺

i am also, absolutely, positively, positive that im going to fail MATH.
☺



2008-05-07T20:28:00.002+08:00

honestly i'm having one of my lousiest days. just feel damn stone. just sit there and stone.............. for hours and hours and hours.

it's not anybody's fault but my own. i rarely (or maybe i frequently hMmmmm) get this kind of mood but when i do get it i do get rlly easily annoyed. i was so freaking annoyed by this guy on the bus today......... so annoying. >:(

i swear one day i'm going to get rid of all annoying people.

im sorry i can't meet up to anyone's standards, nope not even my own. i'm trying desperately to cope- i know i must be quite a loser i don't have to deal with immense stress of competitions i don't have to deal with heavy workload yada yada yada........

but i'm trying to cope.
maybe lagging just isn't my style but i can't help it. I'M LAGGING. I'M DYING AND i just can't be bothered to catch up.

._.
goodbye school.

2008-05-06T23:30:00.002+08:00

hi, i just finished GPP editing (say YAY PAOROXORZZZZZ) its 11:32PM and i have yet to
1) study finish for econs test
2) do math tut 7/8
3) do lit essay outline :D
4) do chinese hmwrk (but i finished zuowen, yay me)

but none of these really matter now. i am shit tired. : D i am also very short. O_o random fact, you think, BUT SUDDENLY I JUST FEEL SHORT. ._. especially after just now we were randomly called to go spike at the guys court........................ which i was a n00b : D

i need growth pills :D
HOHO im joking. short = cute. HAHAHAHAH

no wait i changed my mind. A = cute :D

hoHOhoHOHo :D

i got back my first econs test! 10/20! so exciting. at least i had a pass. A gained learning experience (which sheryl laughed like mad ._.) :D but A is still cute. :)

i did napfa today! and i stupidly did IPU twice:( now i have smelly blisters on my hands. and !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WORLD RECORD FOR BEVERLY PAO >>>> SBJ = 190CM HAHAHAHAHAHAH

i am so proud of myself.
i know everyone thinks its nothing but HEY HEY HEY the furthest i ever jumped was 170+ i think....... :(

GOOOOOOOOOOOOO ACVB. i know i wont ever know the stress but YOU ALL CAN DO THIS :D

VB IS SO FUN. :D

okay my bed is calling for me now :D
i shall go sleep. PRAY FOR ME TMR :) hope no teacher attempts to murder me for being fantastically me. WOOHOO! : D

A :D

2008-05-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

I had a lot on my mind to blog about..... but Mitchell just msged me and it broke my train of thought. dammit, i have freaking research on freaking GM crops to do. feels like freaking elective geog.

i also have freaking chem test tmr. shit manz, i thought i could skip it. sigh :( i guess there are just some things you cannot escape... hohoho=]]]

MY LIFE IS OVERRRRRRR

2008-05-02T23:22:00.003+08:00

hello world, i smell absolutely freaking fresh and nice. i like the smell of my new shampoooooo.
:D

honestly, i'm rather drowsy (i didn't take my medicine tho) and i'm rather tired and supposedly i'm supposed to do my GPP research which is due like, tmr? but apparently i find interest in writing complete nonsense on my blog. honestly i have things on my mind to write but.. i'm not going to do it here. hoho

today was such a long day. i completely regret going to school. it. was. such. a. waste. of. my. time. i mean like, if i hadn't gone to school i would
1) have more time to do my gp assignment and probably do better for it
2) have more sleep and not feel like shit during trng
3) have been much happier coz i wouldn't have to deal with lessons, yo

but today lit lesson was fun. to me at least. i don't know why. perhaps because the class is slightly warming up i suppose? hah. i am sucha n00b. the class is at like chpt what? 19? 20? and i've only started reading chpt 10. yay me ^___^

or maybe it's just cos i've got harsha gay fatin in the class yo ! (in addition to th 6 sa4ers =D)

chinese class was, errrrrrrr pretty cool i suppose. the chinese teacher just kept rambling on and on about love, about what (in chinese of course) LOVE IS NOT ABOUT HAVING THE OTHER PARTY, it's about the other party being happy and all sorts of nonsense that didn't really apply. but oh wells at least she tried to make our lesson more engaging. i suppose. but the story was actually pretty nice. heh.

i feel really obliged to tell the world about my love life. seriously. before people assume, and assuming makes an ass out of you and me. hahahaha.

i have 2 people i am crazy in love with. head over heels yo. (L)
one's a guy one's a girl. please don't call me BISEXUAL, i don't like the term. i prefer it to be called fickle. YES, that sounds hell lot better than BISEXUAL. ._.

yes you're right! the girl is A :D
heeeeeee she's is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute
^______________________^
i can't tell you how much i am deeply in love w her. HAHAHAHAHAHA
gosh the best thing is i get to see her everyday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PI.

(his face looks so distorted here, but i am hell lazy to find another. who cares?! HE'S CUTE YO.)

MARRY ME PLEASE WON'T YOU (L)

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vball tday was fun, vball w my girls is always fun. :)
i laughed until my stomach hurt tday, jiaxuan is shit funny hahahahahaha.

^___^

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honestly honestly honestly.

happy birthday P (no, not PI heh.) !
hope you like the cute card hoho=]
enjoy your day yo !

and

happy birthday tifffffffy <3 :D
SEE ME SOON OKAY ! :D

and (in case i don't blog tmr & the day aft,)
happy birthday fenny! :)

and happy belated bday ganesh. :O
(if i spelt it correctly)

and...............

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME.

2008-05-01T20:52:00.005+08:00

here comes the incessant ranting post again. perhaps it like comes once a week or sth.

okay random rambling. today i went visiting. so i was looking for this place and i was walking and walking and walking. i was like OMG IS THIS PLACE THE SUBURBZ or sth. the worst thing is that the weather. is. so. freaking. killing. i can't believe that the world is crumbling down with its horrible weather. if i were an ice-cream, i would melt too. omg did that even make sense. but yes, it was so hot i wanted to freaking melt.

i think i'm spouting nonsense. but yes. the weather kills i swear. here i am sweating buckets when the fan is directly above me (no actually it isn't but let me prove my point yes?) i swear the weather is like what, 40 degrees or sth?! GLOBAL WARMING, kids. stop using plastic bags incessantly like you're ranting nonsense. it's gna kill you some day. if you use lesser plastic bags = lesser burning of plastic bags = lesser carbon monoxide = lesser greenhouse gases = lesser heat trapped = COOLER AIR FOR ALL OF US. yes. i remember my geography if i remember correctly. hrmmmmz.

and then i went to xueyi's house to supposedly do some homework (for what, half hour?! HAHAHAHA) gosh. read this vball thing which is vvvvv amusing but actually makes hell lot of sense. apparently we're supposed to read this thing ten times before we fall asleep. well i guess it's true that IF YOU THINK YOU'RE GNA WIN, you've won half the battle. well done, because we're gna win half the battle wooh! i'm sure.

yes, i'm over my illness. i cannot say my sickness because tday i told gk that someone was sick, he thought i was talking about someone watching porn. gosh. it's so.......... weird! O_O although it could be relevant but still...... WEIRD! O_O

tmr is friday. tgif. THANK GOODNESS FOR THE WEEKEND. i have so much to do. i have to finish my lit essay, read up on chemical bonding GOSH i understand what the heck the chem teacher is talking about but when i face the questions.... it's a different story altogether. i am so annoyed. :@ i need to do math tutorialz, i need to read econs, CHEM CT + MATH CT coming up = death + blue slipz wooh. gghhnrm. no wait. GO. game over.

oh and. i shall announce this to the whole world so no one shall attempt to tempt me. hohoho. i am going to go on a NO FAST FOOD DIET :D HAHAHAHAHAHA not like its a big thing, but yes. no more macs no more kfc no more fastfood no more :)
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or whoever you wna vote -.-

CLICK HERE!

you can vote for yukai too hoho support nh =]
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2008-04-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

finally got KO-ed by a virus. HAHAHAHAHA.
damn tired.. .this medicine is making me super drowsy hahahahahahaha
hope i get well by tmr hahahahah

2008-04-27T19:26:00.005+08:00

omg frikking stupid. i forgot to save my prev layout -.- omg frikking frikking stupid. i wasted my time doing this ugly shit (well all my layouts are ugly but what the hell, right?) and i have a chem test tmr hooray me and why is my ass on this freaking chair?!

i am damn stupid today. i wanted to go to cck and i was just playing murphy's psp on the way. so i was playing (what do you call that i forgot) oh metal slug and i was so intrigued by the game the next thing i heard was 'next stop, clementi' and i was like shit shit shit shit shit. what the frikking hell just like that i wasted 15 minutes of my life.

this weekend is even more unproductive than last week's. i'm going to die, my life is over. please kill me now before my misery consumes me from within.

i can't explain how i feel, it's just so complicated and i don't know. no one will ever understand because people just haven't gone through this. maybe it's my mid-life crisis, i'm gna die soon ahahahahahah wtp. mid-life crisis. perhaps i'm at the peak of my life alr! so exciting. i'm going to die when i'm like what, 34? woohooohooo. at least i'm not going to die an ugly hag, oh wells i guess that is sth to be happy over...

rambling on and on and on, speech day was quite a piece of shit. like omg nanhua is so frikking kiamsiap (spell stingy for them plz) sac book prize = $40 popular voucher? thanks. i shouldn't have bothered sigh. it's like an improvement from last year, first in history = $20 popular voucher? yes thanks. i appreciate it vair much i wasted 2 hours of my life (no wait there was an overrun) 2 and half hours of my life sitting there listening to things i don't really care about.

after speech day was much better i suppose, according to mdm poon 'my gang' was downstairs hurhurhurhurhurzzz and yes indeed 'my gang' was downstairs. saw some people that i didn't see for ages (ie edward euuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu) and we walked to central tgt happily singing 'MISS * IS BURNING DOWN, MISS * IS BURNING DOWN! burn, burn, burn!!!!'

well, at least tday was fun :)

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you know you're the best to me
don't you? :)
well if you don't
now you do
:D

2008-04-26T23:15:00.005+08:00

feeling better:D
thanks nai :D
and thanks TAN ZIJIAN THE NOT VERY HANDSOME *COUGH COUGH COUGH* for the stupidly composed songs:D

2486517745629362

2008-04-26T20:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAXU :)

sometimes you get so angry
so angry
you don't know what to do

and then
you give up

2008-04-25T22:37:00.002+08:00

I feel like i've just lost it
like that
without reason or rhyme
i've lost against time
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MY LIFE IS OVER
bye

2008-04-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

what the hell.

2008-04-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

omg ive just reached home the earliest ever since the jc phase started.
(which is btw 6PM, all thanks to frikking bus 154. i so want to swear off buses)

congratz to ACVB! to the boys for winning dunman high ystdy and to th girls for winning innova tday. =]

i think i'm going to fail at life.
goodness gracious.
i've an econs lecture test on thursday, i have trng at 7pm tmr:(
i've tutorial 6 & chem tutorial to finish by today night(but i think i cmi, i'm falling aslpzzzzz)

must prioritize=}

jasmine saved my life. :D YAYYYYYYYY

can't wait for this weeeeek to be over. well, i suppose it doesn't make a vast difference but yea, i guess it'll help for this loser week to be over. then after that the load of tests will come. hurrah, hurrah =}

should i go pick up sth new? :}

2008-04-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

by far- my least productive weekend of the century.
oh wells >_>

should learn some time management=]

2008-04-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

ALL THE BEST FOR MIDYEARS, YALL =]

GOOD LUCK ME, ME! :D

2008-04-20T10:44:00.004+08:00

i couldn't sleep last night.
hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

so now i'm half awake, half dead, half tired half un-tired =]
I NEED TO FINISH LOADS TODAY BUT I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START FROM =D
1) ~~Lit essay~~ :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
2) ~~Chinese hmwrk~~
3) ~~News articles (15)~~
4) Study econs test:D
5) Chem tutorialz
6) Math tutorialz

it's like practically every subject i can possibly have homework for, i'm having homework for!
wait except PW because my teacher has yet to mark it=D

PLEASE COME, JUNE HOLIDAYS.

2008-04-20T00:06:00.006+08:00

heh today was pretty fun =]
ALTHOUGH I DIDNT GET TO DO MUCH WORK
just talking nonsense =]

then went to murphy's house to steal his psp
HOHOHOHOHOHO
then we played muajong!
and i won double zi mo MAN TAI =]
AM I FABULOUS OR WHAT
(SAY YES)

"if you don't study hard, next time you'll only earn 1k plus a month, and you can ask your family to go eat grass!"

=]

"if you don't study, you're going to fail like the weimar republic"
"why don't you just go home and lay eggs"
"do you find your mother holding potatoes funnny?!!"
"all you LAZYBONES"

must finish my work tmr=]

life sucks, play mahjong!

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ystdy was my worst morning everrrrrrrrrrr.
EVER. i swear. >_>

i was so convinced i was having my worst week ever....
but slowly i cheered up=]
thanks people!! =]

jiggle jiggle=]

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i mean like, stop being childish.
you're just holding it against these people whom you label- not cool enough for you, not funny enough for you, not 'man' enough for you.

perhaps, not good enough for you.
so be it!
the world can't please you, so why don't you just get out of your self-absorbed state?
i'm not going to bother to argue with you.
i don't agree with your pov, and i don't wna make this dispute huge either.
maybe you think i'm over-reacting, but i think you're just taking this too far.
i held back everything i wanted to say when you made your first comment.
i don't think they did anything to offend you, really. they tried to accomodate you, even.
you pretend like we're a joke, well, like I'M A JOKE, honestly, get over yourself.

people do change, and what a drastic change at that.

don't ask me who i'm talking about. i'm never going to tell you anyway.

just disappointing.

Gone, like yesterday is gone
Like history is gone
The world keeps spinning on
You're going, going, gone

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2008-04-17T19:47:00.003+08:00

did i ever mention how much i hate buses?
what the frik. the trip from KAP to clementi was a friking half hour all thanks to INEFFICIENCY. the trip from friking clementi to my house using the fantastic MRT (yes, including walking! shock gasp shock gasp) is only 10 mins.
what the hell.

ugh. what a bad day... stupid bus. stupid crampsssssss. stupid chem lecture. and then while i was typing this shit post, this stupid computer shut down on me.

OH AND I HAD TO SEE PEOPLE I DONT WNA SEE AT CLEMENTI -.-

the best thing is that i have 15 news articles + commentary to finish by tonight!
^___________^

slow down, slow down, you're too fast for my liking.
you only live once so why rush through it?

2008-04-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

ALL TH BEST TO ACVB:]

its like as though stress is handling me instead of th other way round
but it's alright i know i'm not alone =]]

2008-04-15T21:48:00.002+08:00

tired - completely
life - none
happy - adequately glad

how could i have thought i could cope?
shit.
i think my body is breaking down on me, i'm getting aches all over, pains in weird places,

and that blackout today, was once-in-a-lifetime.

i thought it would only happen once.
but during training, it almost happened again.

i feel like dying. >_>

maybe im just falling sick.
its not like i have THAT many commitments anyway.

its just that i have shit hell load of homework and backlog.
shit.

2008-04-14T21:14:00.002+08:00

track and field meet was coool. :)
karen and i were practically useless, but it was cool, yea it was :D

i think the 3000m race was damn cool! :D

i'm so glad i'm over the chinese test, left with spa and gp package and my week will end.
=]]

life moves faster when you're busy, it moves slower when you're bored
when will it be constant? :]

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go.
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know?
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around.
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down.

2008-04-13T11:47:00.002+08:00

hellooooooooooooo =D

let me update on how lousy my life is going to be next week!

monday- manpower at 4.45PM.
karen and i thought like, maybe we'd have trng and we can perhaps utilize the time!
but nooooooooooo, we have to have trng on tuesday. -_-
so bye bye monday.

tuesday- training. (oh did i mention, it's triple jump event tooooo! 8D)

wednesday - training.

thursday - watching boYs match. o.o

friday - watching girls match, then trng.

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banana story (courtesy of sai, plz don't copy! COPYRIGHTZ)

i tried to narrate it but i think its self-explanatory no?
:]
DO NOT COPY PLEASE!

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i find this picture downright hilarious.

i think everyone should agree with me lor! it's really damn funny ahhahahaha.
the biggest IRONY alive.
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the missing retard!
was finally found ystdy, AHAHAH :}

i swear he's rlly damn funny.
we were talking about this guy who can read two sets of notes at the same time
and i was like, what?!! he can like put one eye on the right [set of notes] and one eye on the left [set of notes]

and then he was like.

"YAH HE GOT EYES ON THE RIGHT AND THE LEFT WHAT."

-.-!

i should have taken a photo with laoda :D
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i miss janicey! :}
oh and i miss boonsiez :{

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wao and i miss these two being around also.
damn >_>
WHY DID I HAVE TO LEAVE SB3 WHY WHY WHY?
actlly i miss the entire sb3 dammitz!
the making fun of andre
the being enthu in chinese O_O
the racist jokes against gay & harsha
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
the SID O_O
the lousy math teacher
actlly
sb3 has really lousy teachers o.o

AHAHAHAHAHAH
but the people are the ultimate :}

yay all of us.

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omg i am on a nostalgia ride.

wah this picture above brings me more memories than anything else. this just reminds me of how much i appreciated you people around at that time when i was at my lows. how loved i felt. :)

alright i should end this nostalgic shit and go do my homework :)
not the best time to be nostalgic ayE!

2008-04-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

tsai shun ling told me the funniest joke today.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
(i'm going to be nice and not tell anyone!)

im going to be super nice! :D

WHY ARE CAB FARES SO EXPENSIVE?!!
roar >_>
from jurong to jurong is like $6.20
:(

2008-04-11T23:34:00.003+08:00

i am finally feeling the impact of having v screwey trng timings.
i am tired, i am very very tired.

happy birthday boonsiez, i love you! :) ♥

I REGRET GOING TO SCHOOL TODAY AT ALL.
i woke up feeling like shit (no thanks to the buffet) and yet i pulled myself up from bed so i can meet MURPHY CHUA AT THE MRT but some idiot went to take cab. but nevermind. at least i got zijian to pei me. >: (

and when we reached bv, it was FREAKING raining. omg how annoying is that la. at that point i just wanted to take train all the way back to lakeside and plant my butt on my bed and never leave it again.

wtp right. what a lousy start to the day.
and then we had PE, and we took freaking hgt and wgt and i am a blob of fat now. omg don't ask me how heavy i am okay. i will NOT tell you.

so depressing.
the only thing positive is that i've grown taller, i'm now 159CM! 1 cm away from my target and i'll be contended =]]]

GP was a waste of time..... >_>
PW WAS WORSE. we just sat in the freaking classroom rotting our asses off. what the. honestly at that time i was so angry at myself for even bothering to come to school...... i should have just stayed at home to recuperate from my oncoming flu!!!!! : (

lit was damn bo liaw also. he made us read the text. thats all la?!!!
THE ONLY THING WORTH MY TIME COMING TODAY WAS PROBABLY CHINESE AND CHEM. because math was completely pointless laaaaaaa what the.

i feel cheated today.

and i was so tired today la! ughhhhhhhhhhhz.

i swear im going to die damn early. tday after running 2.4km, i could taste FREAKING BLOOD IN MY MOUTH. AGAIN. WHAT THE. its damn disgusting. and i was shit dizzy and i almost blacked out. PLEASE JUST LET ME DIE NOW PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, while im still a happy blob of fat.
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there's really no way to reach me
i'm lost in this place
i don't belong here
i really don't belong here

2008-04-10T21:49:00.004+08:00

I ATE SHITLOAD TODAY. O_O
like, i ate chicken rice (PLUS EGG SUMMORE !!!!!!!!!), stingray (rockz), MAGGI MEE O_O and and and

a freaking dinner buffet!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA. i am super full. and full of shit now. (literally, HAHAHAHAH!!!!)

and it is freaking expensive. =[
but quite worth the money la, murphy ate a freaking fondue by himself o_O

wah super happy to just sit around eat dinner and talk cock.
:{D

today is the day where i've had the HEAVIEST dinner in WEEEEEEEEKS la wtp.
and i keep wanting to burp but i can't! so uncomfortable! : (
hahahahahaa.

and i was sooooo right. i reached home at 930 ystdy and 945 tday. WTHHHH. LOL
i feel sad. my friends always cheat me to go somewhere else. HAHAHAHA.

and today is my best day of the weeeeeek so far. :)
yay. :}

is v happy ahha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOONSIEZZZ! ( TMR! :D )
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oh did i mention my 1337 lit test score.
8 upon.................................. 25.
HAHAHA. and half was copied.
yay me.

meow man.
i was looking forward to my mahjong this saturday.
smelly melly weikeat.

2008-04-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

with all the mad rush of the J1s doing their PI (preliminary ideas),

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. :}
you are teh cutest guy alive.

O_o
i reached home ystdy at 930.
reached home tday at 830.
gna reach home tmr at 930 (i bet)
thursday at prolly 830+
friday at 930 +.

wao. fantastik week. 8)

i hate tuesdays.

sundays are happy days! or so says someone. tsk.